7:43 Vivid dream with people from high school. 3:50 Pops of ideas nag until written. Could there be an idea-catcher? Sometimes they fly too fast, they don't get to the sincere extent of black and white. 4:37 His ocean was the vastness to which my river flowed until it ran dry. 7:56 The past two … Continue reading Quetiapine Day 9
Quetiapine Day 8
8:40 Slow waking. Active tear ducts as I'm half-awake. Couple of tears from left eye. Vague dream, heavy head, headache, slight pain at the back of the left eye ball. It's manageable, something akin to when I was in the BPO industry. There's this huge red patch on my right arm, the itch something like … Continue reading Quetiapine Day 8
Quetiapine Day 7
8:45 Vivid dream, the kind you contemplate on. Slight sharp pain on left chest for about a minute, then gone. Sleep feels better, waking doesn't feel sudden. 1:14 Couple of creative ideas. Can't be too excited, but thankful that thinking is not stultified. 3:24 Tear on left eye, slight headache on left lobe, eye pain. … Continue reading Quetiapine Day 7
Quetiapine Day 6
3:27 Woke up minutes ago from a dream so vivid. Something about a man from my psychosis who I never met but have heard of, was there when I awoke, waking me up from another drug-induced sleep. It's warm and speaks of home. Other details I beg to withhold. 4:19 Turmeric tea for constipation. 6:57 … Continue reading Quetiapine Day 6
Quetiapine Day 5
5:36 Woke up to a pang of hunger earlier, maybe around 4:30, slept again, now everyone's already awake. To wake up with a blanket sprawled on you where there was initially none the night before is a little gesture so comforting, it gives your morning a good start. 6:59 Breakfast and quarter medication; headache on … Continue reading Quetiapine Day 5
Quetiapine Day 4
6:55 am Got to sleep without hassle, had couple of dreams though. I'm not sure if this is a good thing and how it'll fare up if and when I take whole tablets at night before bedtime, but I've been getting an average of 10 hours of sleep with Quentiapine (300 mg) in quarters. I … Continue reading Quetiapine Day 4
Quetiapine Day 3
8:36 AM Last night was a struggle. Had to call my doctor at 12:45 AM to ask if it's okay to take another quarter of my medication just so I can doze off. I'm even surprised I woke up at this time since I slept late. I tossed, turned, visited the loo three times from … Continue reading Quetiapine Day 3
Quetiapine day 2
Woke up at 6:30 today, to my relief. I've been waking up at 8 or past 8 the past week, and I thought something must be amiss. I had REM before waking, the images pleasant. Took the meds as required, tried to take a nap after lunch, but failed to. So I'm left with a … Continue reading Quetiapine day 2
Quetiapine Day 1
I was advised by my doctor to take a quarter of the tablet after every each meal. I took a quarter after lunch, and had my usual nap after. It felt right to do so because it gave me a heavy head. I woke up at 5:30 (which is a bit later than usual), and … Continue reading Quetiapine Day 1
I would usually take a nap in the adternoon and felt numbness on my face as I woke up at 530. Had dinner at 6, rested til about 7.